- a dog, an owl and a mermaid -

There was a dog and an owl - an unlikely special pair.
They were always together, do things together.

One day, the dog said to the owl "i heard there's a mermaid coming up! i wanna see! let's go see!".

The owl said, "okay, let's go".

And off the two went to go see the said "mermaid".

The two arrived, met some of their friends - a grizzly, a monkey and a specie named "Junlee". The place was big - an open space,  clear blue water on the left side, clean air, a trail on the right, the sun hangs lazily on the sky.

Everyone was anticipating, waiting for the "mermaid".

"Is she beautiful?"
"Is she real?"
"Is she edible?"

Then the "mermaid" came. Swimming under the water towards the group, circling the pool, it's magnificent blue fish-dragon-like tail glistening under the water.

Everyone - mystified at what they saw - it was a mermaid - it wasn't a mermaid - rather it was merman on the way.

The merman poked his head up from the water, then the owl got cursed.

The owl multiplied - owl after owl - another of it came. If the owl multiples another more, the owl is going to die.

"What should i do?" the dog cried out frantically.

"Let the owl eat charcoal" an old woman said. (where did this old woman come from?? O.o )

The dog did as what the old woman instructed. The dog grabbed a bark from the tree, instantly the bark become charcoal in the shape of the banana.

The dog, with the banana-charcoal looked for "an" owl and found one under the tree eating yellow ripe bananas. The other owl were around him, the other playing on the lake. The dog shoved the banana-charcoal to the owl's mouth. Instantly, the owl stopped multiplying. All of the owl's underlings went back to the owl's body making the owl whole again. The owl smiled, fainted and disappeared.

"Where's my owl?!" the dog cried out once again

"You'll find him in your bed sleeping - kiss him to wake him up" - a female's voice said in the dog's mind

The dog rushed back to the doghouse, straight to the nest and found the owl lying there sleeping peacefully.

The dog kissed the owl.
The owl woke up and smiled.

Then I woke up to my mother's voice saying, "Wake up! You're going to be late for work"

And i realized, it was all just a dream O.o

- what ifs.. begone..! -

my life was once in order
everything was planned out
suddenly you came along
suddenly, i had doubts

what if you were mine?
what if you were not?
what if i never took the chance?
would have i regret it a lot?

then i knew if i'd let you pass by
i wouldn't learn to go for my dreams and fly
coz i know i have no regrets
i am happy, contented though you tease me to be your pet

so now no more what ifs
and no more could be's
i just need to have faith
and trust your love in me ^^v

-..♥..-

even though the future's blurry
i know everything's gonna be okay
coz i have you with me ^^
-..♥..-

- unstable -

at one point in my life,

it was all i've wanted the most

and now that i have you with me

i thought i'd feel secure, contented, happy.

and i am happy, well sort of.. 

i guess fear has gotten the best of me

i've started to become greedy

for when you're away, i feel empty

i need a distraction, maybe a cure

i need to have faith in you a little more

i am self-destructing, killing everything

someone save me, give me peace once more

-..♥..-

may be at one point, this fairy tale will end..
i just hope it ends up with you being mine,
'coz i really really really like you.
and i hope you feel the same way too ='c
-..♥..-

- i LIKE you -

you're unexplainable,
undefinable, unreachable
proud, hardheaded
and not my type of guy

certainly, you're not my prince charming
but rather a villain in sheep's disguise.

but i..i like you.
and i can't help but fall for you.

with you i easily get hurt
i sometimes feel like a fool
i get easily depressed
and what's worst,
i feel like i meant nothing to you at all.

but despite this, i..i like you
and i can't help but fall for you

there are times, you're sweet
you're kind, you laugh sincerely
with a heart so pure,
like an innocent child's

you make me feel safe
you make me feel loved
you keep me protected
the problems fade away
every time you give me a hug.

but what makes it so frustrating
your two sides is so confusing
i never seem to know where i stand
i don't know what to expect,
i'm always unsure of the things at hand

but nonetheless i'll keep on going
i'll stay by your side,
even if it hurts
and so mind-boggling

i just hope it'll be okay..
and everything will be alright

and if time permits and you'd ask me why i;m doing this
i'll just stare at you and simply say,
"buot ka?! it's my call to make.
because i like you, and i can't help but FALL for you."

-..♥..-

i'm laying all my cards down.
i hope you can see that i really, really, REALLY like you.. 
-..♥..-

- Quicksand -

can't move forward,
too late to take a step back
torn between what i must do and what i want
caught in the middle,trapped in the circumstance.

so i'm keeping my heart closely guarded
being careful not to overstep my bounds
for now i'll just enjoy every minute
take some chances, go with the flow..

and just see where all of this will take me..

-..♥..-

things will get pretty interesting from here on 
-..♥..-

- SubsituTe -

my heart beats fast
i am feeling uneasy.
i am happy..
but something's bothering me..

you and me, we're together.
 we've passed our bounds,
we're now more closer than ever.

 but then again.. i wonder..
 is it ME you really want?
or..
do you see me as SOMEONE else
every time when we're together?

-..♥..-

i hope you can see me for me..
and not what you hoped to be..

-..♥..-

- a Little just like MATH -

there's a fine line between love and friendship..

that's something we should be wary of

we should stay within our limits

to avoid complicating anything..

and just like math,

our relationship should be like an equation.

- it should always be in its simplest form -

but just like math,

we could be compared to asymptotes

- we can get closer and closer, but we'll never be together -

-..♥..-

even MATH has its romantic days..! 
-..♥..-

- Barely Think Right -

i must be insane
i'm playing with fire
though this isn't my game

i guess i'm just curious
- about what could happen -
the future is just so mysterious

i know this isn't right
what i'm doing can probably start a fight
but there's something about your eyes
that gives me an insane serenity

though i know when i look into them

i can barely think right.

-..♥..-

the beginning of my INSANITY
-..♥..-